24th post-usa

I have about one week left to my month long vacation back in the states. I thought this would be exactly what I needed, it left me more confused. I love seeing my parents and best friends at I haven't seen I'm 9months. However I got a lot of questions about my life after the army. I have to be honest I have no idea where I will be or what I want to do after my two years of service. I know that I want to give it my all the one and a little bit of years I have left. After that I want to do the typical couple of month trip to thailand , south America and maybe India. And I think I want to be a flight attendant at el al to go back and forth between the states and Israel. Then I want to get my masters. I am not sure if that will be In Israel or the states or Europe. In Israel it would be free, So thats a lose 5yearish plan. My parents are pushi g me to have a backup plan since artist pays nothing and in Israel and you can't even afford a cardboard box to sleep in as an artist. They think art therapy would be a good vocation for me. I am just passionate about art.I want to be an artist and live my life and raise my adopted child and fmkly in Israel. Being here made me realize how much I wish I could combine the two worlds together. I am so grateful to my parents , my best friends and the amazing month I have had here. Soon I will be back in a very snug uniform after eating so much. And everything that happenend will have seemed a billion miles away and I will be back to skype and missing everyone. Till then I am sitting here cuddling with elmo watching movies on my couch. Love, Michali