I haven't written in awhile but here we go

I have two more months till i embark on a journey called the real world. ... .
It is a scary journey that no one prepares you for full off electricity bills, rent, and being a grown up.
Im not really ready for that one.  I guess that the army was a good two year trial of dreaming.  I mean the crawling ,yelling and being in the shooting range was all very real but the rest of it just let you dream about what your future would be like.

My ideal would be doing something that makes me happy.
I am not quite sure what that is yet.
I think everyone goes through that.
 I want to be an artist but in Israel it is nearly impossible,
So I need a good grown up back up plan- one that would make it possible to pay bills and rent and yada yada yada.
 Ill update you all as soon as i know anything about my plans .
Love,
Michali

change

new beginnings is the theme of my life.
every time i get comfortable with the way things are going the universe throws me for a curve,
I am almost done with the army which means I leave that system behind and try my luck in the real world.
Not only that I have to leave my garin family and regba.
it makes me really apprehensive but that is normal and I am used to having a constant feeling of change. -----

im just tired for now . and wish my new garin family wouldnt change
love,
michali